5th Jan

Psalm 40

 1 I waited patiently for the LORD;

And He inclined to me, 

         And heard my cry.

 2 He also brought me up out of a horrible pit,

         Out of the miry clay, 

         And set my feet upon a rock, 

         And established my steps.

 3 He has put a new song in my mouth—

         Praise to our God; 

         Many will see it and fear, 

         And will trust in the LORD. 

         

 4 Blessed is that man who makes the LORD his trust,

         And does not respect the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.

 5 Many, O LORD my God, are Your wonderful works

         Which You have done; 

         And Your thoughts toward us 

         Cannot be recounted to You in order; 

         If I would declare and speak of them,

         They are more than can be numbered. 

         

 6 Sacrifice and offering You did not desire;

         My ears You have opened. 

         Burnt offering and sin offering You did not require.

 7 Then I said, “Behold, I come;

         In the scroll of the book it is written of me.

 8 I delight to do Your will, O my God,

         And Your law is within my heart.” 

         

 9 I have proclaimed the good news of righteousness

         In the great assembly; 

         Indeed, I do not restrain my lips, 

         O LORD, You Yourself know.

 10 I have not hidden Your righteousness within my heart;

         I have declared Your faithfulness and Your salvation; 

         I have not concealed Your lovingkindness and Your truth 

         From the great assembly. 

         

 11 Do not withhold Your tender mercies from me, O LORD;

         Let Your lovingkindness and Your truth continually preserve me.

 12 For innumerable evils have surrounded me;

         My iniquities have overtaken me, so that I am not able to look up; 

         They are more than the hairs of my head; 

         Therefore my heart fails me. 

         

 13 Be pleased, O LORD, to deliver me;

         O LORD, make haste to help me!

 14 Let them be ashamed and brought to mutual confusion

         Who seek to destroy my life; 

         Let them be driven backward and brought to dishonor 

         Who wish me evil.

 15 Let them be confounded because of their shame,

         Who say to me, “Aha, aha!” 

         

 16 Let all those who seek You rejoice and be glad in You;

         Let such as love Your salvation say continually, 

         “The LORD be magnified!”

 17 But I am poor and needy;

         Yet the LORD thinks upon me. 

         You are my help and my deliverer; 

         Do not delay, O my God.

The wait was longer this time. As the day ticked slowly towards 4 pm, I could see my husband sitting patiently on our purple couch, with his trusty brown pocket bible, reading and praying and reading and praying and resting in His God and His Word. His lunch was still untouched. Then, the long awaited sms came. As I saw him read the sms and punch his fists into the air, I knew that God was merciful yet again. CA125 read a healthy 7.8. Thank you dear Lord for giving me and my family a new lease of life.

With that and a thanksgiving, my husband ate his lunch.